okayy. i was just about to go to sleep when i decided to read elizabeth's blog which i haven read in a long long time.
this was what it said
Too soft and it doesn't work.
Too hard and it doesn't work.
You tell me how to do something in between?
Words you ignore, punishments you abhor.
Pleading got us no where.
What should I do? What should we do?
A question i was asked I am now asking.
Is the failure of the members the failure of the leader?
I said depends on the situation.
But I know in my case, it is.
n i really cant agree with elizabeth more.
okay elizabeth. im sorry. i know ive been rathering irritating lately.
i guess both of us are just wallowing in self pity by ourselves.
i esp understand n totally agree with
It feels like no one understands and i have no one to go to.
Duh. Who else but the other Ms would understand what we go through?
And how can we unburden ourselves on each other when we are alr so burdened?
Tell others abt the problems and they would say JUST QUIT.
yes. i so so agree. n i agree too that that's why we need Jesus.
i know i haven been of much help anywhere.
ive been irritating to both u n zhen
sorry.
so im just sorry
im really dissapointed with myself.
ive been such a irritant to everyone lately. that i really wish i wasnt born.
cause it SEEMS like im born to make people suffer..
so much for being called JOYce right.
i mean like. i irritant people, spoil people day, argue with people often.
i really am trying u know.
anyway, im happy that uve people,friends, juniors who understand u.
but im just... an irritating person in everyone's eye.
someone strict, someone irritating,
someone who's worrying all the time
someone who only knows how to complain.
yes. i am that. i wldnt deny.
sorry-
but ive really been trying.
God. help me.
i pray-
too many emo posts.
which no one reads.
stop wallowing in self pity-
it gets u no where but...
you're going to feel even more inferior than u already have
joyce, uve got to buck up. it doesnt matter if uve no one
cause uve God. u know u do..
love God.
serve God.
grow..
dont fall.. dont drift..
the satan's at work.
flee satan...
